like i said before, i went through this *** over the summer, but i was very blessed with some side work for cash and eventually i found a job, even though i had to relocate, but that worked out awesome as well. i have people renting my house from me so i could keep that as i almost lost it a year and a half ago. even if i didn't and i had to give it to the bank, oh well. my kids and wife take priority, as they do with you. i really need my credit to be good so i can get a business loan once i have the down payment saved up. but if i give it back and can't get a loan, oh well. i don't want that, but again, i only care about my family. i know you feel the same and this too shall pass and you will be back in no time. i can tell you that the memory of what i struggled through this summer is very faded but when i was going through it, i could barely breathe. it will pass though.

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My wife and I talked last night about renting out our house. I think we are going to pursuit that option so we don't lose it and go stay with my in-laws who are awesome but having hard times too. I appreciate all the kind words and support from everyone here. You guys truly are a great group of friends. Believe it or not your words have helped me.

jsnake:

My wife and I talked last night about renting out our house. I think we are going to pursuit that option so we don't lose it and go stay with my in-laws who are awesome but having hard times too. I appreciate all the kind words and support from everyone here. You guys truly are a great group of friends. Believe it or not your words have helped me.

snake...that's what everyone is here for...someone to talk too......Best to you and your family...I know its easy for me to say this...you haven't lost what is most important in life.....your family and your health. Everything else will eventually fall into place.....

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Good luck dude...

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JUST ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE...

Thanks for the support and encouragement again. Today I kind of turned a new leaf. It is time to stop making myself sick worrying about things I can't control. Time to quit being miserable. If we lose everything we lose it. I have been homeless and hungry before and I am a fighter. I fought and got to an amazing place. I have a healthy wonderful family and we have each other no matter what happens. Together we will get to a good place again and be happy.

I have had a BOTL step up and ask to send my kids some gifts. Not naming anyone but man that is a truly wonderful thing to do and I can't say thank you enough. Hard to swallow my pride but I would do anything for my kids. My kids aren't spoiled brats either and they understand to a certain extent. I just don't want them to be without. I feel like it is all going to be ok though.

When I get back to a good place again I am going to pay it forward hopefully several times over.

jsnake:

Thanks for the support and encouragement again. Today I kind of turned a new leaf. It is time to stop making myself sick worrying about things I can't control. Time to quit being miserable. If we lose everything we lose it. I have been homeless and hungry before and I am a fighter. I fought and got to an amazing place. I have a healthy wonderful family and we have each other no matter what happens. Together we will get to a good place again and be happy.

I have had a BOTL step up and ask to send my kids some gifts. Not naming anyone but man that is a truly wonderful thing to do and I can't say thank you enough. Hard to swallow my pride but I would do anything for my kids. My kids aren't spoiled brats either and they understand to a certain extent. I just don't want them to be without. I feel like it is all going to be ok though.

When I get back to a good place again I am going to pay it forward hopefully several times over.

This is the "Wake up one morning and subconsciously you're okay, nothing's fixed, but you just know it's gonna be okay" phase that I was talking about... I'm so happy you got to it... now the real essence of the human spirit can endure and you are gonna be just fine... May you be blessed!

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jsnake:

Thanks for the support and encouragement again. Today I kind of turned a new leaf. It is time to stop making myself sick worrying about things I can't control. Time to quit being miserable. If we lose everything we lose it. I have been homeless and hungry before and I am a fighter. I fought and got to an amazing place. I have a healthy wonderful family and we have each other no matter what happens. Together we will get to a good place again and be happy.

I have had a BOTL step up and ask to send my kids some gifts. Not naming anyone but man that is a truly wonderful thing to do and I can't say thank you enough. Hard to swallow my pride but I would do anything for my kids. My kids aren't spoiled brats either and they understand to a certain extent. I just don't want them to be without. I feel like it is all going to be ok though.

When I get back to a good place again I am going to pay it forward hopefully several times over.

This is the "Wake up one morning and subconsciously you're okay, nothing's fixed, but you just know it's gonna be okay" phase that I was talking about... I'm so happy you got to it... now the real essence of the human spirit can endure and you are gonna be just fine... May you be blessed!

... well said Lassy, my feeling exactly.